Spoiled by a mon afternoon, some sicko think that he is always right. Well, now I really get to understand what does this phrase meant “Silence is golden.” Next time, I am not going to share my views with him. I am not going to answer any of his questions unless he turns over and ask, if not, I choose to hold my words. I never see any guy with such kinda features, maybe that’s the reason why he didn’t manage to go through NS years like the normal Singaporean does. He will cover his nose or mouth if choice is not given to him to walk past the smokers. He will talk as if he is always 100% perfectly right. Couldn’t he use his brain for once in other aspects of areas aside studies? He really looks so ‘la ta’, meaning without shaving, having real short hair like those guys who are been forced to cut till that short to go for NS or reservice. Wander if he really does need to go through NS, will he be a different fella? Hated smokers, haha.. If he really does have the chance to be 1, he may most probably join them. Still at times don’t know why Singaporeans themselves are like running away from jobs which I believe they term “dirty”. Like nurses, services line – waitress, sales assistants. Now we have imported foreign talents from other countries. I wander how many of us started to feel threatened with our own people getting lesser & foreigners getting more…

bZ PH

Today is a rather packed day. It begins with a 10am mtg up session with the ladies. Hee... Guess it's a PH thus ppl tend to sleep late the day before. Next time, i must plan for morning calls & breakfast. =) Well, it's a good start to actual see so many being able to join in for today. 7/9 ladies were with me today. I believe i need to work harder to make it 9/9, perfect attendance.. hehe.. Maybe next time, we can try going for exercise session.

Then in the afternoon, another refreshing session. Planning together with R4 ics to have a wonderful june region exchange mtg. Looking forward to see them in may 19. But of course, b4 d 19th session, i'll love to meet up all of them in 12th to "warm" every1 up so as to look forward to the 19th session. Souvenirs hMm... It's never in my mind that i am going to have a DIY session...

Followed by, an evening movie with my dear... Been so so so busy the whole day, it's always good to have him around in the evening, at least to round up the day with him.

Well, always been bumping around for like erM.. quite a while.. Mus seriously take up things in my life, career is 1 impt thing tat m concerned about. 2ndly, family karma to break thr, 3rdly growth of the ladies & girls under my care. All these don't come in order, i just put what comes along my mind now. Pretty upset to hear that both of them are not going to be together for now, must chant that they must grow together during this period & of course to get back together after all necessary things are to be done & this time round that they must be able to grow together with a single mind frame. For the time being, all i can contribute now is to chant for their growth & happiness.

Jobs?

Well well well, once again, i was lazy for like 20 odd days since my last post. Been very busy with work, soka & match making for my cousin. Let's hope the flowers will bloom this time. I am someone who don't introduce guys or ladies of no quanlity. But somehow the chemistry must spark up & burn... hMm.. How to make this formula works?

Back to my busy boring life, been trying to look for a job lately. Erm, job hopping again? It sucks man, what do i want in my life? What is my ultimate aim in a career? Been thinking whether should i apply for this tour guide study thingy? :S People often mention at our quarter age of a century year or in our mid 20s, we are often confused what we really want & will do something out of extraordinary just to find out the answer. I am still not up to the standard that i am willing to quit my current job & just be a bumper for the next few months till i found a job that is a job that i love, a dream job? So what's a dream job? Well, in my own opinion, it meant having to work in a place where i enjoy & it's as if i am having fun instead of working. Still not reaching there yet, so exactly what do i want in a career?

*thinking cap is on.... But monster ZzZ always on its standby mode, i need sleep. Having to listen to such a "wow" testimonial during last sun morning session by a MD. He's reali solid & also having lotsa good fortune in his life. How he's able to transform his bad days into happy days. It's not that easy, i wander how many youngsters can really take the kinda hardships he took? Having a depressed wife & a little baby together with himself, he is having 3 mouths to feed daily. To be able to work from a construction worker to a present Control Manager is no joke as he's having only a P3 standard. Imagine having just a pri sch education w/o a PSLE, what can you do in the present world? Cleaner & all the dirty jobs which everyone of us is avoiding? But the people in the present world are getting more & more educated, so what will happen to all the dirty jobs? Will there be anyone taking them? If not, then what will happen to this world? Who'll be cleaning up the roads, toilets for us?

Just to share something interesting with those who don't really read papers. I get this piece of news from my colleague. He mentioned that in the papers that the scientisits actually found another planet which is similar to Earth. It's called 地球兄弟 & its 1 week is like Earth 1 year. That's freaking slow... They have resources like O2, H2O & gravity is like heavier than what we have in here. But the next sick thing is that it needs at least 28,000 Earth years to get there! Who'll actually live to reach there? I was just joking with my colleagues saying that they can give birth during this long journey to the planet. But it's really a worry nowadays that the Earth is getting hotter & having strange weathers. I really think will i still get to see this beautiful Earth till my last breath?