Another day has just like swept past me. Been realizing that i have been really kinda lazy & being staying confuse. Laziness starts to creep into me when i least expected it to come. I guess it must be due to being like my working lifestyle in xxx company, not too nice to name it out. I don't have this kinda feelings in my past companies, does that imply environment really affects me? Well, i suddenly remember a sentence by Sensei, "Man & environment are one", they do affect each other somehow in someways.
Must really do Human Revolution to change for a better self, to be able to break through & tell myself that i can be hardworking despite the given lazy environment. Change it!
Confusion is always my middle name, trying to tell myself to keep my head cool & calm in order not to let confusion gets into me again. Looks like confusion scores another victory. >_<
So is a he or she issue now? He is some1 whom i thought i really treasure alot but seems that i cant stop hurting him. She is some1 whom i think i regard as a good sister but thinks & hopes my 6th sense is not working right this time. Now is a he or she or me issue? Sounds confusing or did i make this confusing in the 1st place?
Too tired to carry on being confuse now as laziness & tireness enters into my life right at this moment. KO now.
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