Refresh, Retreat & Recover

Hee... I have been like lazy for about 1 odd month.. Well, basically to update what happen to myself lately? I went to Taiwan with my boyfriend from mar 18 - mar 24. Opps, i have to missed FD zone meetings. :( But it was really a refreshing trip. It was like having to work like almost 4 years before i had the chance to really fly outta SGP to relax myself totally. 1 piece of advise, go for free & easy package if you aren't going with your parents & of course not that lazy to plan your trip. Thank goodness, i have a lovely & hardworking bf to plan it for me. Because it'll be practically so much fun & with much freedom to roam around the place with your friends or your loved one. We had covered the Northen Taiwan, i'll plan to go back there again to visit the rest of Taiwan.

After back from Taiwan, there were some changes in life. 1 of my engineer resign, change of new manager & management. Sucks~ I hated changes & somemore it changes so fast till i cant breathe. *Take a deep breathe. Now i am adjusting to new changes though work load never lightens.. Now my supervisor intend to "groom" my colleague for a permanent placement. Once again, i have to be left alone to deal with the giant TVs. I really regretted for not asking what are the requirements in a job? Next time, i must rememeber, dead dead also must remember.. How can be so sotong?! Must be the squids fault.. Haa... Times flies... Now i have other plans in mind which really requires good timing, luck & of course not to forget to base on faith to overcome my current situation. I needed a stable job, but problem is what kinda industry? I dreamt of going into hotel industries, but the working hours freak me out. Next, i plan to take up tour guide course.. This is something which i don't really need much consideration because it's something so me but i just scared that time is not enough. Can someone spare me another 24 hours? :

Well, i have approximately another 2 months before time is up. To continue or to cease the contract.. Headache.. Admin. hMm.. bore & fatty job. Engineering, the fire is dying off... Think think what exactly do i want? Time flies & aHh... i am already like stepping into the late 20s. Eeks, so scary... Time flies flies zoom zoom us... So never stop where we are, i am not even 1% Sensei's pace. No, i must continue to read, continue to fight on, continue to foster my successors, continue to struggle & ultimately win! Alright, it's like almost 1am. Time to zoom to bed.. haa... @_@

Twins

Well, previous post was being clicked twice thus ended having 2 identical posts. Just trying to check if there's a way to just delete the duplicate posting... *_*

Laziness, confusion & what's next?

Another day has just like swept past me. Been realizing that i have been really kinda lazy & being staying confuse. Laziness starts to creep into me when i least expected it to come. I guess it must be due to being like my working lifestyle in xxx company, not too nice to name it out. I don't have this kinda feelings in my past companies, does that imply environment really affects me? Well, i suddenly remember a sentence by Sensei, "Man & environment are one", they do affect each other somehow in someways.

Must really do Human Revolution to change for a better self, to be able to break through & tell myself that i can be hardworking despite the given lazy environment. Change it!

Confusion is always my middle name, trying to tell myself to keep my head cool & calm in order not to let confusion gets into me again. Looks like confusion scores another victory. >_<
So is a he or she issue now? He is some1 whom i thought i really treasure alot but seems that i cant stop hurting him. She is some1 whom i think i regard as a good sister but thinks & hopes my 6th sense is not working right this time. Now is a he or she or me issue? Sounds confusing or did i make this confusing in the 1st place?

Too tired to carry on being confuse now as laziness & tireness enters into my life right at this moment. KO now.

How i spend my nian chu san

Happy lunar new year! It has been sometime since i came in to post my thoughts. Well, i have been lazy for quite a few months. Been skipping my daily practise lately, this is not a good sight. Must really continue to polish my life. Today, i went out with my bb & Tris. We went to Istana as today is the open house for public. We spent around 1 odd hour touring the whole place & pay $2 entrance fee for each person to get into the white palace. Below are some of the pictures my bf took at the Istana.

























It's such a hot afternoon & when we are about to leave, it starts to drizzle a little. There are quite a number of items going on sale & all amounts will be donated to the community chest. After the long walk, we obviously need a nice cold drink to quence our thrist. We ended at Cathy Cineplex starbucks. I went for a raspberry ice blended fracuppino, bb went for mocha ice blended fracuppino & Tris went for ice passion tea.

Spending like almost an hour enjoying the cool air con & cold drinks, we went straught for the cinema where we get to catch this show, "the Dreamgirls". http://www.dreamgirlsmovie.com/site_james.html
I'll rate this show, 4.5/5 stars. This movie is real GOOD! If you yet to catch this show, make sure you do remember to catch this wonderful show & do book online tickets as the Q in cathy is freaking long. I reached Cathy around 1pm to grad the tickets, guess what?! We ended up at the 2nd front row from the screen. It's a lucky thing that we didn't get to have dizzy spins despite being so front. It's not too nice to reveal too much details about the show.. hEhE.. I guess i didn't mention too much. If you really wanna know what's in the show, do book the tickets.

After 2 hours in the theatre, did i mention that you need a jacket or some thick clothings to sit through out the show, it's freaking cold inside. So make sure you bring 1 in order not to get freeze. hahaha.... Lastly, we wrapped our session with a simple carrot cake dinner at PS - Kopitiam as all our stomachs are filled with sweet caramel popcorn.

This is how i spend my nian chu san, feb 20 2007. Duh, it's a boring day tomorrow. Y? Because we gonna work, shucks.

1st Apr --> Apr Fools' Day

*Yawn... It's 142am now. Y sleepy & yet cant get to sleep? M worry abt my student, her mom jus called me again... It has been d 2nd time since she skipped & stop attending sch again.. I reali nid to force her back to the right track bt i reali nid another pair of hands to help me ease my load. So nw chanting real hard to get things back to normal order. Well, it's oredi Apr 1st. Time reali files... another 9 more days to start work at new environment with formal attire & to leave hard disk drive industry for good.. I miss the days wen dressing wont b a headache stuff bt starting form apr 10, my dress sense will b sensitive.. haha... Yesh, i used d word sensitive, bcoz mus b more presentable, tidy etc... *Yawn, tink gettin old.. mus slp liao..

Last dae of March

Time reali flies. So wen was d last time i login to here? hmm... was it last yr or early dis yr or arh.. cant b bother to recall.. Well, i am oredi a quarter century old, having dis mid-life crisis.. Soon, it'll be time for me to change a job environment. Doin d rite thing? Well, i cant determine whether is gonna be a real gd 1, bt 1 thing for sure is that i am gg to leave hitachi is a gd piece of news for me. Doing mechanical teardown, yucks, wat's tat? Neh, it's nt a big bug to me nw as i'll no longer b doin dis anymore.. Gosh, isn't this a big piece of happy news? hehehe... Having 2 yrs in hard disk industry, well, i do admit that i hv nt been seriously learning my ropes, so sad.. Mayb after all, i tot work is jus like play, can choose to or nt to b serious. My resolution set for my new job: - to be serious in my job & learn ropes from my seniors colleagues..

a 2nd chance?

Yesterday, was having a tea break session wit 1 of my colleagues. We were gossiping.. haha.. He just came back from a biz trip from San Jose. He posted me a qn.. Rmbr my gd frien, Ed aka little b0i? hMm.. If say he wasn't at US & i aren't at SGP, will i choose him as a bf material? d ans will b a definite YES! Y? He's such an eligible guy with gd background if given conditions 1.) He wasn't in US 2.) i aren't in SGP 3.) I am not attached! Above all conditions, if get 2 meet at least 1, at least 1... aiya, bt i believe i wont get to meet either 1 of d above condition after all... hehee.... Bt reali, if given a 2nd chance wit d all d meeting conditions, i'll choose .. ..

Nice?!

Well well well... Nice is d word tat goes round saying abt her. Who is her? My purpose is not let write d name out, i jus nid sum space to voice out myself. Neh, i jus cant accept d fact tat she seems to get d credit of having dis name, Ms Nice.. *vomit.... Perhaps, in bet, there mayb some kinda MIS-understandings. Bt i jus cant accept tat she simply flip d whole story round, malign tat i din do a thing at all wen i feel tat i reali try my best to do whatever i can to assure her tat everything is begin taken care of.. Always constantly remind myself, mus hv big heart, big heart... Eeee...... I dunno if it applies to her as well. I hate it hate it, hated d feel tat even my bf dun stand in d same line as me when we view upon her. Nw learning to breathe breathe slowly slowly & dun act so childish.... >_<

Review of 2005

Wow! Another year just passed me by again. Ya, i used d word again, bcoz i din manage to catch a clearer, closer glimpse of what i had done during 2005. Indeed, 2005 is another victiorious year for myself, From work, colleagues, ppl environment, FD, yongsha, finanical problems, family sweetness, sourness & having sweet + bitter memories of my relationship. Oh, what did i do last Jan? Opps, i totally lost touch of what i had did. Bt i rmbr i had a tough quarrel with him & we ended up in a sour ending bt d dark clouds were cleared up during feb with d help of racing strips, rite? haha... Still rmbr i threw away ur bouquet of roses tat was send to my co, hey, did i mention, no flowers r allowed in my lab... M nt in office, so lab is v sensitivite to all dis stuffs... U still owe me a bouquet.. March came YCF, truly struggle alot wit my students, my comrades & nvr forget tat Gohonzon is still wit me despite all dis struggles & nt forgetting tat bb is wit me as well. Jul came wit tears of joy, good byes, hugs & friendships were bloom among these young teenagers. As for me, it's a beginning of another espiode, comrades, thanks for being there & together we struggle to do our HR. Aug having post celebration of YCF.. Friends gather, meet & share their days of missing every wed evening & sat afternoon trainings. Zoom past is Sep again, tat's when another prep came along as it's mooncake festival. hehehe... Fattening foods wo... Oct, nov passes by jus like tat. Lastly, d treasured Dec came along side. Was having a whole ton of mess, preparing happy & sad occassions. Unfortunately, jus lost a hi-bye frien to an accident, though we do say more den hi(s) & bye(s). At times, we dun reali treasure things tat exists in our life, we always tend to look back & regret, how come nvr do dis, how come nvr do tat all dis.. So treat your loved 1s, friends, every1 nicely so tat u wont regret. Fulfill ur dreams & soar to d highest heights. :)Well, it's a new start of d yr & as usual, resolutions r needed to remind ourselves tat wat we hv not achieve dis yr will b achieve next yr... Obviously, u nid actions to accomplish... hEE...

hOrr|bLe dAy

Today is supposed to be the happiest training for the students & myself. As remembered during mon's last trainers mtg, we were encouraged to make it the most memorable & happiest training for our students & ourselves. But somehow, it just turn out to be the most indeed "memorable" training for tonight. hAiz~ so many issues happened within a few hours. Did feel terrible scolding K & making his night spoil. L was a sensible guy but at times, i should say they are still young & cant reali differentate wat's rite & wat's wrong at tat pt of time... Well, i do agree on my part that i came in at d wrong timing & get to spoil everything that is meant to be like a memorable 1, sharks.. y am i keep repeating memorable.. ;( Still unable to forget d fateful nite wit so many series of events gg on within a nite.