1st Apr --> Apr Fools' Day

*Yawn... It's 142am now. Y sleepy & yet cant get to sleep? M worry abt my student, her mom jus called me again... It has been d 2nd time since she skipped & stop attending sch again.. I reali nid to force her back to the right track bt i reali nid another pair of hands to help me ease my load. So nw chanting real hard to get things back to normal order. Well, it's oredi Apr 1st. Time reali files... another 9 more days to start work at new environment with formal attire & to leave hard disk drive industry for good.. I miss the days wen dressing wont b a headache stuff bt starting form apr 10, my dress sense will b sensitive.. haha... Yesh, i used d word sensitive, bcoz mus b more presentable, tidy etc... *Yawn, tink gettin old.. mus slp liao..

Last dae of March

Time reali flies. So wen was d last time i login to here? hmm... was it last yr or early dis yr or arh.. cant b bother to recall.. Well, i am oredi a quarter century old, having dis mid-life crisis.. Soon, it'll be time for me to change a job environment. Doin d rite thing? Well, i cant determine whether is gonna be a real gd 1, bt 1 thing for sure is that i am gg to leave hitachi is a gd piece of news for me. Doing mechanical teardown, yucks, wat's tat? Neh, it's nt a big bug to me nw as i'll no longer b doin dis anymore.. Gosh, isn't this a big piece of happy news? hehehe... Having 2 yrs in hard disk industry, well, i do admit that i hv nt been seriously learning my ropes, so sad.. Mayb after all, i tot work is jus like play, can choose to or nt to b serious. My resolution set for my new job: - to be serious in my job & learn ropes from my seniors colleagues..

a 2nd chance?

Yesterday, was having a tea break session wit 1 of my colleagues. We were gossiping.. haha.. He just came back from a biz trip from San Jose. He posted me a qn.. Rmbr my gd frien, Ed aka little b0i? hMm.. If say he wasn't at US & i aren't at SGP, will i choose him as a bf material? d ans will b a definite YES! Y? He's such an eligible guy with gd background if given conditions 1.) He wasn't in US 2.) i aren't in SGP 3.) I am not attached! Above all conditions, if get 2 meet at least 1, at least 1... aiya, bt i believe i wont get to meet either 1 of d above condition after all... hehee.... Bt reali, if given a 2nd chance wit d all d meeting conditions, i'll choose .. ..

Nice?!

Well well well... Nice is d word tat goes round saying abt her. Who is her? My purpose is not let write d name out, i jus nid sum space to voice out myself. Neh, i jus cant accept d fact tat she seems to get d credit of having dis name, Ms Nice.. *vomit.... Perhaps, in bet, there mayb some kinda MIS-understandings. Bt i jus cant accept tat she simply flip d whole story round, malign tat i din do a thing at all wen i feel tat i reali try my best to do whatever i can to assure her tat everything is begin taken care of.. Always constantly remind myself, mus hv big heart, big heart... Eeee...... I dunno if it applies to her as well. I hate it hate it, hated d feel tat even my bf dun stand in d same line as me when we view upon her. Nw learning to breathe breathe slowly slowly & dun act so childish.... >_<

Review of 2005

Wow! Another year just passed me by again. Ya, i used d word again, bcoz i din manage to catch a clearer, closer glimpse of what i had done during 2005. Indeed, 2005 is another victiorious year for myself, From work, colleagues, ppl environment, FD, yongsha, finanical problems, family sweetness, sourness & having sweet + bitter memories of my relationship. Oh, what did i do last Jan? Opps, i totally lost touch of what i had did. Bt i rmbr i had a tough quarrel with him & we ended up in a sour ending bt d dark clouds were cleared up during feb with d help of racing strips, rite? haha... Still rmbr i threw away ur bouquet of roses tat was send to my co, hey, did i mention, no flowers r allowed in my lab... M nt in office, so lab is v sensitivite to all dis stuffs... U still owe me a bouquet.. March came YCF, truly struggle alot wit my students, my comrades & nvr forget tat Gohonzon is still wit me despite all dis struggles & nt forgetting tat bb is wit me as well. Jul came wit tears of joy, good byes, hugs & friendships were bloom among these young teenagers. As for me, it's a beginning of another espiode, comrades, thanks for being there & together we struggle to do our HR. Aug having post celebration of YCF.. Friends gather, meet & share their days of missing every wed evening & sat afternoon trainings. Zoom past is Sep again, tat's when another prep came along as it's mooncake festival. hehehe... Fattening foods wo... Oct, nov passes by jus like tat. Lastly, d treasured Dec came along side. Was having a whole ton of mess, preparing happy & sad occassions. Unfortunately, jus lost a hi-bye frien to an accident, though we do say more den hi(s) & bye(s). At times, we dun reali treasure things tat exists in our life, we always tend to look back & regret, how come nvr do dis, how come nvr do tat all dis.. So treat your loved 1s, friends, every1 nicely so tat u wont regret. Fulfill ur dreams & soar to d highest heights. :)Well, it's a new start of d yr & as usual, resolutions r needed to remind ourselves tat wat we hv not achieve dis yr will b achieve next yr... Obviously, u nid actions to accomplish... hEE...

hOrr|bLe dAy

Today is supposed to be the happiest training for the students & myself. As remembered during mon's last trainers mtg, we were encouraged to make it the most memorable & happiest training for our students & ourselves. But somehow, it just turn out to be the most indeed "memorable" training for tonight. hAiz~ so many issues happened within a few hours. Did feel terrible scolding K & making his night spoil. L was a sensible guy but at times, i should say they are still young & cant reali differentate wat's rite & wat's wrong at tat pt of time... Well, i do agree on my part that i came in at d wrong timing & get to spoil everything that is meant to be like a memorable 1, sharks.. y am i keep repeating memorable.. ;( Still unable to forget d fateful nite wit so many series of events gg on within a nite.