Last dae of March

Time reali flies. So wen was d last time i login to here? hmm... was it last yr or early dis yr or arh.. cant b bother to recall.. Well, i am oredi a quarter century old, having dis mid-life crisis.. Soon, it'll be time for me to change a job environment. Doin d rite thing? Well, i cant determine whether is gonna be a real gd 1, bt 1 thing for sure is that i am gg to leave hitachi is a gd piece of news for me. Doing mechanical teardown, yucks, wat's tat? Neh, it's nt a big bug to me nw as i'll no longer b doin dis anymore.. Gosh, isn't this a big piece of happy news? hehehe... Having 2 yrs in hard disk industry, well, i do admit that i hv nt been seriously learning my ropes, so sad.. Mayb after all, i tot work is jus like play, can choose to or nt to b serious. My resolution set for my new job: - to be serious in my job & learn ropes from my seniors colleagues..

a 2nd chance?

Yesterday, was having a tea break session wit 1 of my colleagues. We were gossiping.. haha.. He just came back from a biz trip from San Jose. He posted me a qn.. Rmbr my gd frien, Ed aka little b0i? hMm.. If say he wasn't at US & i aren't at SGP, will i choose him as a bf material? d ans will b a definite YES! Y? He's such an eligible guy with gd background if given conditions 1.) He wasn't in US 2.) i aren't in SGP 3.) I am not attached! Above all conditions, if get 2 meet at least 1, at least 1... aiya, bt i believe i wont get to meet either 1 of d above condition after all... hehee.... Bt reali, if given a 2nd chance wit d all d meeting conditions, i'll choose .. ..

Nice?!

Well well well... Nice is d word tat goes round saying abt her. Who is her? My purpose is not let write d name out, i jus nid sum space to voice out myself. Neh, i jus cant accept d fact tat she seems to get d credit of having dis name, Ms Nice.. *vomit.... Perhaps, in bet, there mayb some kinda MIS-understandings. Bt i jus cant accept tat she simply flip d whole story round, malign tat i din do a thing at all wen i feel tat i reali try my best to do whatever i can to assure her tat everything is begin taken care of.. Always constantly remind myself, mus hv big heart, big heart... Eeee...... I dunno if it applies to her as well. I hate it hate it, hated d feel tat even my bf dun stand in d same line as me when we view upon her. Nw learning to breathe breathe slowly slowly & dun act so childish.... >_<

Review of 2005

Wow! Another year just passed me by again. Ya, i used d word again, bcoz i din manage to catch a clearer, closer glimpse of what i had done during 2005. Indeed, 2005 is another victiorious year for myself, From work, colleagues, ppl environment, FD, yongsha, finanical problems, family sweetness, sourness & having sweet + bitter memories of my relationship. Oh, what did i do last Jan? Opps, i totally lost touch of what i had did. Bt i rmbr i had a tough quarrel with him & we ended up in a sour ending bt d dark clouds were cleared up during feb with d help of racing strips, rite? haha... Still rmbr i threw away ur bouquet of roses tat was send to my co, hey, did i mention, no flowers r allowed in my lab... M nt in office, so lab is v sensitivite to all dis stuffs... U still owe me a bouquet.. March came YCF, truly struggle alot wit my students, my comrades & nvr forget tat Gohonzon is still wit me despite all dis struggles & nt forgetting tat bb is wit me as well. Jul came wit tears of joy, good byes, hugs & friendships were bloom among these young teenagers. As for me, it's a beginning of another espiode, comrades, thanks for being there & together we struggle to do our HR. Aug having post celebration of YCF.. Friends gather, meet & share their days of missing every wed evening & sat afternoon trainings. Zoom past is Sep again, tat's when another prep came along as it's mooncake festival. hehehe... Fattening foods wo... Oct, nov passes by jus like tat. Lastly, d treasured Dec came along side. Was having a whole ton of mess, preparing happy & sad occassions. Unfortunately, jus lost a hi-bye frien to an accident, though we do say more den hi(s) & bye(s). At times, we dun reali treasure things tat exists in our life, we always tend to look back & regret, how come nvr do dis, how come nvr do tat all dis.. So treat your loved 1s, friends, every1 nicely so tat u wont regret. Fulfill ur dreams & soar to d highest heights. :)Well, it's a new start of d yr & as usual, resolutions r needed to remind ourselves tat wat we hv not achieve dis yr will b achieve next yr... Obviously, u nid actions to accomplish... hEE...

hOrr|bLe dAy

Today is supposed to be the happiest training for the students & myself. As remembered during mon's last trainers mtg, we were encouraged to make it the most memorable & happiest training for our students & ourselves. But somehow, it just turn out to be the most indeed "memorable" training for tonight. hAiz~ so many issues happened within a few hours. Did feel terrible scolding K & making his night spoil. L was a sensible guy but at times, i should say they are still young & cant reali differentate wat's rite & wat's wrong at tat pt of time... Well, i do agree on my part that i came in at d wrong timing & get to spoil everything that is meant to be like a memorable 1, sharks.. y am i keep repeating memorable.. ;( Still unable to forget d fateful nite wit so many series of events gg on within a nite.