Simply so Sick of everything

Well, coming sat will be the last preparation mtg for FD R4R5 inter region xchange mtg at Jurong kaikan. So far, the responses are not that bad, but could have expected much more better attendance. I guess most probably is due to NDP training, 7777 training – SSA is celebrating 40th anniversary since it first started in 1967. How time flies…

Kinda breathless lately sometimes, been overly busy till I cant take it. I need a good break, a job where I can contribute more… Feeling so useless in here, feeling the tension between colleagues, dunno how come the cultural in here is so erm… living w/o politics & yet having politics at d same times.. Know what I mean, it’s just so confusing.. Hated people wit these kinda attitudes… Well, still prefer a more female oriented environment, who say working in a male dominated environment is good. It depends. For my case, I’ll still prefer female oriented environment.. So far, the females colleagues are nicer, much more nicer than the males 1s. Not so insensitive, gives more opinions… I guess this is the exception case I have get in touch with so far…

Now facing such a heavy job karma, present situation is not something that I’m looking forward to everyday. Next job, I really must chant for the good fortune to be able to stay for long & must be 1 that I am able to continue to contribute to kofu.

Been having lotsa backaches, waist aches… I think I really overstrain my back muscles. Looking fat/meaty doesn’t mean I have the strength or energy to carry heavy tv sets. It’s just to sick to continue that way.

Having funny team leader asking you the same question over & over again. How’s ur mom? I tink it has been like almost 2 weeks since she recovered from dengue but he just kip on asking.. u Noe what does IRRITATING comes from? Now I’ll tell u this is irritating, having ask me so many times of the same questions.

Next came another engineer who thinks he can go around ordering junior post like me to help him do his work. I just feel like tearing him apart at times when he can simply make our work slightly easier…

Also having a same age engineer, someone who is more superior than me.. HaiZ~ What exactly do I want I in my life?

Must resolve & base everything on faith 100% without doubt…